Assalamualaikum readers :)
I should be the most happiest person today
But, still like usual
I dont know whats wrong with me'
im not like before anymore
23rd February
my birthday
my 19th birthday
Sometimes, i feel weird
sometimes, i dont know who should i trust
People came into my life like a wind
and they just go just like how they enter
Sometimes i wish that i can be somebody else
somebody else who is always happy
who always get what she wants
who could make people smile because of her
Sometimes i miss him
but most of the times i know that i want the moments come back to me
i can do nothing to make him stay with us again
I just wonder and still wondering
why Allah takes him away from me?
By losing him, i feel like im losing part of my soul
im losing the old me
the smile fades away
i cant be hypocrite
seriously i do wanna smile like all of them
but i cant and i just cant
the effect of losing him makes me becomes weird person
im more heartless, more ego, more tempered than before
sorry to those who i have hurt
most of the times i really did not mean it
Sometimes, i do not know who should i love, who loves me, who cares for me
For most of the times, i feel lonely
alone without nobody
i miss you, i miss them, i miss everybody
i miss my old friends, i miss my friends here
But seriously, im missing my old me damn much
Ya Allah, please give me a better life after this
I just wanna smile like the others
And lastly,
" MAK, owg rindu mak sgt2. nanti owg balik. tunggu taw. " :')
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